Monday, December 24, 2012

I Really Do Not Know by Jessica Lynn Hepner

It’s yet another Christmas Eve,

That we spend here, with out you.

None of the holidays will ever be the same,

No matter what it is we try and do.

My heart aches,

For what could have been.

And all I have are the memories,

Of a time that will never be again.

The time continue to go by,

And on me, the years are starting to show.

I have been working so hard for so long,

And I still cannot let it go.

I wonder what will happen,

In the future ahead,

When all of you kids are grown,

Will I already be dead?

Will I ever be able,

To let it all go?

Forgive myself for losing you?

I really do not know….

Merry Christmas I Love You And I Love You…


Love

Mom